Hi, I'm new to this board but have been reading messages for the past few days and just wanted to see if anyone had any opinions on my situation:
So I've been scuba diving exactly once, about 2 weeks ago when I went on one of those "Discover Scuba" things in Grenada. I'd never even been snorkeling before this, but had always wanted to try diving. I can pretty safely say that I was "the nervous one" in our group of 4. Freaked out and surfaced the first time we had to submerge all the way in the pool, freaked out and surfaced again when I couldn't equalize my ears in the deep end, then freaked out one last time going down the line off the dive boat when I realized that a bunch of water was coming in through my regulator. They told me it was normal, so I went ahead and did the dive (and swallowed about a quart of seawater along the way, but I guess that's "normal"?). The dive itself was amazing, but I was still, well, a little nervous for most of it, and by the end (we were down for 30 minutes), I was definitely ready to come back up.
So, here's my question: Should I get certified? I really felt like I was excessively nervous (my boyfriend did everything with no problem), but am still attracted by the idea of diving. Is this anxiety something that I could expect to get over once I get some more practice, or is it just something that could make diving more dangerous for me in the long run? I've been thinking about certification a lot since we went, but my boyfriend thinks I'm crazy considering what a wuss I was about the whole thing - so I just wanted to see if anyone else could offer up some opinions, experience, etc., to help me out? Thanks...