Fishkiller
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first off thanks for the previous remarks
On my dive this weekend I actually took my instructor out to help me get over fears I thought I had. Well as we were getting ready to go down John started giving me a pep talk and mentioned that I would be safe and that did it, I realized at that moment in time I had no fear or lack of confidence it was just the loneliness that I was feeling for the recent loss of my mother, whom passed away very sudden and unexpectedly on February 9th, knowing of my recently acquired passion for diving, paid for my life support systems, Reg and DC. I so wanted her to see her newly certified son in person with her dive gear on but in person is impossible now. so today was another aborted dive but had a good cry. I need to wait a while before diving again.
fishing during surface time
On my dive this weekend I actually took my instructor out to help me get over fears I thought I had. Well as we were getting ready to go down John started giving me a pep talk and mentioned that I would be safe and that did it, I realized at that moment in time I had no fear or lack of confidence it was just the loneliness that I was feeling for the recent loss of my mother, whom passed away very sudden and unexpectedly on February 9th, knowing of my recently acquired passion for diving, paid for my life support systems, Reg and DC. I so wanted her to see her newly certified son in person with her dive gear on but in person is impossible now. so today was another aborted dive but had a good cry. I need to wait a while before diving again.
fishing during surface time