Mike
Contributor
You know, I was starting to feel prett good about diving until I started to read some of the posts that focus on how dangerous th sport is and how DMs cannot be counted upon to be of much use in an emergency. I am at about 60 dives and have my breath control and buoyancy pretty much under control. I move around by breath control and slight foot movement generally and I am always one of the last to ascend when the dive is set to end based on air usage as opposed to time. I can do a saftey stop and hover between 15 and 20 feet without a line from the boat (although I love boats that drop a horizintal bar in Grand Cayman). I have always counted upon the DM for navigation however. I almost never go back to the same place twice, so I never have familiar surroundings. I just follow the DM and ascend where he or she says to ascend. My wife and I are buddies and perhaps do not stay as close as we ought to although we are always aware of where each other is. She likes ot go very slowly and look at every nook and cranny. I get a bit more impatient and want to travel more distance to see more fish and macro views. I have assumed that with good basic skills and always diving in a no-decompression environment, if worse comes to worse, I can always get to the surface in a hurry with my wife or at least keeping an eye on her too. I even have a loud noidsemaker connected to my BCD hose (it was stupid expensive but I got it as a gift), so if I have a problem I can attract attention pretty easily. But SB has increased my concern. The discusion of CO poisoning is troubling - although a low probability occurence it seems. Now we're discussing downdrafts that are stronger than a swimmer with a full BCD. Add the thought that DMs are not really there for safety or that, even if they are, there is not much they can do, has me wondering if the sport is as safe as I thought it was. I have reassured my elderly mother many times that the sport is safe and you have to do something pretty bad to be unable to surface should an emergency happen. If SB posters are tryign to ensure that people stay vigilant, that is one thing. But I am starting to form a view that the is more danger than I realized and the whole notion of PADI certificaton letting people with 2 dives loose underwater with dive operators who are not there to keep them safe, may make the industry a big frightening scam.
Your post describes myself about 3 years ago. Scubaboard did the same thing to me. I started realizing how much more there was to all this, I started realizing how little I knew, how really dangerous this activity can be. You're going through a metamorphosis right now, transitioning in awareness. The first stage of it is angst which you are feeling because you're having your beliefs rocked a bit. You've been a careful and conservative diver but you're getting some self-awareness that there is even more room for improvement in your technique, sort of taking you a step back. You've got that temporary helpless feeling as you're processing all the new information and awareness.
It's good, it's healthy. On your next dives you'll have a new awareness and start building new skills, you'll be thinking differently and seeing things differently, and be moving on to the next phase where you become a real asset as a diver and to other divers, much safer, much more aware of realities, an awesome buddy to your wife.
As for the dive master, just look at it this way, the less you rely on the dive master the safer you become, if you're totally self-reliant, you've greatly increased the margin of safety for you and your wife, now the dive master becomes a safety cushion to yourselves, an extra measure of safety if you need him.