Llama256 once bubbled...
To recap.
I don't need to see a Psychiatrist (Really!)
I'm not out of shape for diving.
I don't need a stress test (I had a panic attack, not a heart attack)
I didn't get claustrophobia (It's a big ocean)
My equipment was all working just fine.
There was nothing about my situation that made me feel the least bit uneasy.
Hi Llama,
I'm a little uneasy with this recap. Here's my problem:
if there really was nothing wrong with you, the situation, or your gear, then your panic attack wouldn't have happened.
I can understand why you are unwilling to accept that you might have some deep-seated anxiety issues to deal with -- for many people, it's very difficult to accept that that they might not be the mental analogue of Atlas -- but none of us are.
The problem, Llama, is that being underwater, vacuum-packed in layers of neoprene and nylon, and sucking cold, dry air from a mouthpiece is just not a normal state of affairs for a human being. There are few other activities that subject the brain to as alien an environment as scuba diving. Many people find that their instincts underwater are very different than above water -- and many times those instincts just seem random! It's almost as if your brain, in the absence of any idea what it should really do, has decided to do just about anything. Many people experience panic (often in swimming pools in their first few days of OW school) for no obvious reason. It's okay, it doesn't mean you're broken or mentally ill. If you choose to talk to a "mental health professional," make sure you see one who is also a diver.
This one panic attack may be your brain's version of an "adjustment" to the underwater world. It may not ever happen again. If not, great! Enjoy your dives. If it -ever- happens again, for any reason, under any conditions, I would seriously consider seeing someone about it.
Lastly, it certainly could be your equipment -- gear that doesn't fit, regs that don't breathe well, and masks that restrict vision are all often identified as the first step that triggers many CFs in diving.
- Warren