Yeah I had a co-worker; actually he was my boss but we had a more casual work relationship [one of the nicest guys I've ever met], anyways... he used to go outside and have an "air break" as he called it when I had a smoke break.
One day after a break, where we were laughing and BS same as always, I went to my office, he went to his, 5 minutes later he dropped dead, I found him. Later found out it was a blood clot. He was a non-smoker, non-drinker, etc; just turned 40, slightly out of shape, etc.
When it's your time it's your time.
As a smoker I am painfully aware of the risks medically and otherwise and the amount of money I waste and have spent over my 20 years of smoking. I think all smokers are [aware] and rarely if ever need reminders from others. Some smokers truly enjoy it; for me it's just a nasty habit, I no longer and haven't for a long time gotten any perceived joy from the act. I've attempted to quit more than a few times; once got as far as six months, just always seem to go back. Sure I can justify in my mind what went wrong, but fact of the matter is I just wanted a smoke at that moment and once
I choose to have one; it's over. Next time I get it in my mind to quit, I'm going to give hypnonsis a shot. I wish they made antibuse for smokers, I'm sure after getting violently ill and barfing everytime I had a smoke I'd definitely quit.
Thing is most smokers have to give up their "triggers" as well to have a chance, things like caffeine and alcohol, I was going to say sex, but let's not get carried away
. It's usually not just the one thing we have to stay away from, I have to swear off coffee [I seldom drink alcohol] and watch my weight so I don't end up looking like the stay puff marshmallow man [anymore than I already do], your metabolism takes a major nose dive when you quit, because it's used to being fed stimulants, losing one health problem for another is not my idea of a benefit.
Well enough of a rant from me...:new_gmorn