sheck33 once bubbled...
I apply GUE standards to my abilities...
I am a perfectionist as well, maybe that has something to do with it.
Granted. I, on the other hand, don't worry about GUE standards and have fun diving instead. I am secure in my abilities to do the dives I do, or I call them. A simple deco dive is not tough unless you choose to make it so.
The pursuit of "perfect" is unobtainable, but I wish you luck. Diving should be an enjoyable past time, or vocation as the case may be, not striving to be someone elses vision of the perfect diver. YM obviously V
Phil