I remember my first night in the pool and it was hard with all the people there watching, partcipating, ect... I gave up and left but called back and took private... beat myself up terrible but I needed the one on one to calm me down... Once that was conquered went to the lake to get certified for open water and it was a piece of cake. In fact, I couldn't believe I did better in the lake than at the pool but everyone's different. I did better with taking the mask completely off then the partial clearing. Mind thing... I still don't have alot of dives, but I've done advanced, took a trip and dove in the ocean and I hope to eventually do rescue and go on with other dive courses... Give yourself a chance and take it slow... I have been diving with a few instructors and what I don't get is why everyone is in a hurry... it's supposed to be a slow and easy going, relaxing experience... not a race... but anyway, keep at it and have fun...