DazedAndConfuzed
Contributor
Hi John
Thanx for your thougthful post - yep, I guess where I am at now is whether or not I want to try it again. Whilst I still have much of the gear, it means nothing to me. I had always hoped that diving would be fun but of course in order for it to be that, I have to overcome my fears first. Much of that comes down to trusting my gear - which I don't due to my partial blindness & dyslexia. The numbers/letters appear inverted when I read them from the dive computer which I frankly find more menacing than anything. Perhaps the trick is training with a DM? Someone with an infinite amount of patience?
If you had dyslexia since you can read, isn't all letters/numbers that was ever encountered backward to start with? So them looking backward is the norm, thus easily recognizable?
Plus there are 2 types of new divers, ones that were fascinated on their fist dive, as soon as the surfaced below the water, and the second type are the ones who had fears throughout their whole dive. The second type in almost all cases never dive again. So I think the OP should just give up and do something else.