Al Mialkovsky:
It's the toxicity that gets you more than narcosis. Convulsions are never pleasant. I've been to 215 on air and the narcosis was nearly overwhelming but my fear was oxygen toxicity.
I've got to say based on my experiences that my limit is 100'. I was down to 119 feet and I was seriously narc'd. I knew it at the time and had basic control but I was not thinking right which I knew once I got out of the water and debriefed my dive.
Short scarry story follows and my lesson learned. To steal something from AOPA's mag, "Never again"
I last remember looking at my depth at 94 feet, next I looked I knew I was deeper than 100 but I was not sure how deep because I couldn't make sense of the display. All I could read on it was the number one and the rest looked chinese to me, that was it. I could decipher my analog SPG easily and when I hit my turn point I signaled to go up but I had lost track of time at depth because I couldn't read. In fact I was very close to exceeding my NDL limits. My SAC is good enough that I can exceed NDL limits while using Rock Bottom times, thankfully it's not that much better. I was well aware of the air supply because I've had to donate air before and I found out how quickly the other diver can use it up, so I've started using Rock Bottom times and that means I come up with more air in my tanks at the start than many do. For me, air is one of the most important thing to worry about and I know that even when my brain starts shutting down I still think about my air levels.
During that time at depth I had weird things going on that later on scared me after I thought about it. My buddy was at 122 feet and I wanted so bad to be next to him at the computer desk there that I thought I dumped my BC, drysuit, and also exhaled all my air, plus I tried to swim down to him but for some reason I never got any closer. I really thought I did all that but I hadn't done any of it, in fact the great pics I took were not even snapped. What scared me about that was what could have occured if I was in an enviromnent that would have let me go hundreds of feet deeper, if I really did dump my buoyancy and start dropping and had no bottom 5 feet deeper that could have been my last dive. As was I just hallucinated (sp) that I did those things.
In the back of my head I knew for that dive I didn't want to go below 120 feet, and I knew my turn pressure. I couldn't read yet somehow I never went below my target depth and did go up at my turn pressure, just not at the time I should have. I knew when I was starting to get narc'd but I didn't realize how quickly with depth it gets worse. My brain just stopped working for the most part. I've been told that you can get used to it, but my thoughts are why even risk it? I'm ok at 100' and so that's the deepest I want to go on air. Later on I may do some tech classes to use other mixes, but for air I'm setting the limit at which I will go. That limit is flexible by the way, I now know that once you start getting narc'd it can snowball on you getting worse quickly with only a few more feet.
For what it's worth, I'm in fair shape, do not smoke or drink at all. I was not sick or sub par in any way that day until I got narc'd, and I vow to you that I'm not going to place myself in that situation again. Once I start feeling it, that's it regardless of depth.
I prefer people to think I'm competant and do not make mistakes, I hate to admit to them and this is one I'd rather not tell. I told it because maybe it might help somebody else to think about it. The event really humbled and scared me.
Safe is safe only if you are in total control of the event, and if you're narc'd you are starting to lose control. Losing control is one way to die.