I get it. I do.It took me 2 months and a friend encouraging me to get back in the water
I had my wetsuit hanging in the back porch and it took me over a month to put it away
The feel and smell of neoprene I couldn't do it
I had a situation, driving, not diving related, being first at a bad scene, tryi g to save what could be... that gave me an awful lot to think about in terms of live and death for a looong time... probably a live time...
So, however many baby steps it took you to get to the point to put that wetsuit back on, that first time you did put it on might have been quite a stride... I think...
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but above I was just making a silly pun --- maybe insppropriately, maybe OK so in the sense of lightening this a bit --- about those giant strides we divers do do at times to get in the water...