Reading a Near Miss report I remembered the first time my instructor took away my mask (in a 2m deep pool, during OW).
In kick-boxing there's a known effect. The first few times a new student gets a good hit in the head they (we) suddenly stop thinking, everything "turns red" and there's a sudden unleash of aggressivity that usually doesn't take the trainer by surprise because it's quite common.
After a while, one gets accustomed to the feeling and even while it's still there (I've been told that boxers eventually stop feeling that rage) one learns to keep controlled and even ready to block the hit that's probably coming next.
The first time my instructor took my mask underwater I got the same feeling. Not something like it, the exact same impulse to jump forward and kill the, in this case, cute young instructor girl. I was not ready for it and, like a rookie trainee, it took me a moment to recover and think again. I raised my hands to do an "ok" sign and stop the instructor, who was moving towards me, probably seeing me distressed. I took a few deep breaths and then signaled I wanted my mask back.
The exercise itself is the same as I imagine everybody else has done in their first classes. What has made the memory stay with me was having that feeling of rage that I had only felt after receiving a good punch to the face. It's can't just be the huge adrenaline hit, I've had one or two of those while driving and the feeling was completely different.
Have you felt what I'm describing? Am I alone in this?
In kick-boxing there's a known effect. The first few times a new student gets a good hit in the head they (we) suddenly stop thinking, everything "turns red" and there's a sudden unleash of aggressivity that usually doesn't take the trainer by surprise because it's quite common.
After a while, one gets accustomed to the feeling and even while it's still there (I've been told that boxers eventually stop feeling that rage) one learns to keep controlled and even ready to block the hit that's probably coming next.
The first time my instructor took my mask underwater I got the same feeling. Not something like it, the exact same impulse to jump forward and kill the, in this case, cute young instructor girl. I was not ready for it and, like a rookie trainee, it took me a moment to recover and think again. I raised my hands to do an "ok" sign and stop the instructor, who was moving towards me, probably seeing me distressed. I took a few deep breaths and then signaled I wanted my mask back.
The exercise itself is the same as I imagine everybody else has done in their first classes. What has made the memory stay with me was having that feeling of rage that I had only felt after receiving a good punch to the face. It's can't just be the huge adrenaline hit, I've had one or two of those while driving and the feeling was completely different.
Have you felt what I'm describing? Am I alone in this?