I have learned a lot from this thread, and my "confessions" seem pointless. However, focusing on TSandM's question, "how did you convince yourself it was alright to do what you did, I have a brief addition to the conversation. I and a buddy were diving a local reservoir, planned max depth 35 feet. No current, water in mid 60's, no one else around. Weather clear and dry, mid 70's. Were were in a dedicated scuba training area, we call "scuba beach." We each had a single 80 aluminum tank, and were 40 miles from the shop, 30 miles from nearest tank rental. My buddy's tank valve had a leak we could not fix, and it was substantial. We dove anyway, to see how long the tank would last, but agreed to limit our depth to 25 feet, and did. The tank was empty in 15 minutes. We then both breathed off my tank for another 20 minute before we ended the dive. Two wrongs here- diving with a piece of equipment we know is defective and that affected air supply, and also continuing the dive with one diver out of air. How did we convince ourselves it was ok? We called it a "training experience" ( my buddy is an experienced diver with rescue dive level certifications, and I am , after all, Divemaster Dennis). We were, of course wrong in our actions and our "justification." We were without any other support. Emergency training and simulations should always have support immediately at hand that is not a part of the scenario being followed for training. We were in a remote location, no shore support, no other divers around, and it was a stupid way to do a dive. What we really learned was this. Missing one dive in a cold reservoir is ok. Better to miss out logging an hour under water than to have our last dive be one where we acted so irresponsibility. Fortunately, we survived our folly, and are both wiser for reflecting on the day.
DivemasterDennis