Sorry dude. Second the get other opinions advice but only if you really want to. There is no problem with putting the needs of your family first. Even if you possibly could dive the question would be, could you still enjoy it with the possible outcome the docs have told you in your mind. If not then don't even risk it or take the time to find out. Put your efforts into something else that you could enjoy.
Heck buy an AR or AK and a few thousand rounds of ammo and have fun shooting the crap out of stuff at the range!
Heck buy an AR or AK and a few thousand rounds of ammo and have fun shooting the crap out of stuff at the range!